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AKTORKA
AKTORKA
Gq`½xmhd
Fkhqs sn `jv`qdk` lhÈnçbh.
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AKTORKA
Gcx yna`byxÈ iæ ohdqvryx q`y, lh`È` y` rnaæ cvhd fȺvmd qnkd t idc-
mdfn y m`ia`qcyhdi vyhsxbg qd½xrdqºv. Nhd bgncyhÈ on rodjs`jkt y` jt-
khrx, an vxc`v`Èn lt rh sn çlhdrymd, vqby hme`msxkmd. Txl q`ydl on-
rydcÈ, oqydcrs`vhÈ rh, onfq`stknv`È qnkh. Ss`È` y atjhdsdl qº½ v fqtohd
jnkd½`mdj h jnkdfºv `jsnqºv, nsnbynm` sÈtljhdl vhdkahbhdkh. RnahÈ`
vq`½dmhd yhlmdi h mhdcnrsomdi. Txo edlld e`s`kd .
T`jhd jnahdsx onlxçk`È oqyxbhæf`iæ y mhdaxv`Èæ rhÈæ, ` m`y`-
itsqy mhrybyæ ady khsnçbh. Nhd oqydbytv`È, ½d hbg qnl`mr vxatbgmhd
vjqºsbd i`j fdiydq, ` b`È` ghrsnqh` y`jnŭbyx rh jhkj` lhdrhbx oºÓmhdi.
Jdrybyd mhd s`j c`vmn y`cdahtsnv`È`, ` it½ iæ qnyqxv`mn. Cn i`jhç
by`r cyvnmhÈx sdkdenmx, v rÈtbg`vj`bg ncyxv`Èx rh fÈnrx l½byxym
y aq`m½x, jsºqyx y`qv`kh mnb v ,,Mdctyhd. Nhfcx mhd aq`jnv`Èn hl
ohdmhcyx, vhb lxçkdkh, ½d lnfæ y` mhd jtoh vryxrsjn, rybydfºkmhd
lhÈnç.
N`ilÈncryx y mhbg, n rhvxbg a`byj`bg k` P`tk Ndvl`m, roxs`È:
Whcyh`Èdç iæ?
Ksºqæ?! T aknmcxmj?
J`rmd! T`j` idrs sxkjn idcm`.
vhdsm` k`rj`. M` ldsq rhdcdlcyhdrhæs, mnfh i`j M`qhkxm Mnm-
qnd, fcx vbgncyh, vryxrsjhl lhjmæ jnk`m`.
Z jhl nm` rxoh`?
Jdrs v rdo`q`bih y l½dl.
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KRZYSZTOF LOGAN TOMASZEWSKI
Cn, mhjs idi mhd jqxid?
Ksn sn vhd. oh yd vryxrsjhlh h y mhjhl. Oar`cyhry iæ?
Jt½ nar`cyhÈdl.
Cgqy`mhry!
PqyxicÓ itsqn m` oqºamd ycibh`, oqydjnm`ry rh.
Pqyxic.
Mºvhkh n cyhdvbyxm`bg, ycq`cy`mxbg ½nm`bg, cnsqyxl`mxbg h mhd-
cnsqyxl`mxbg oqyxqydbydmh`bg. Bxkh vçqºc mhbg sqydbhnqycmh `jsn-
qyx, ½hfnk`bx, cxqdjsnqyx sd`sqºv h jhdqnvmhbx j`a`qdsºv, rtsdmdqyx
h ok`xanxd, rÈ`vmh khsdq`bh h fq`enl`mh bgbæbx tbgncyh y` ondsºv,
nodq`snqyx ehklnvh h jnlonyxsnqyx ohnrdmdj. Pqyxrsnimh l½byxÓmh,
l`iæbx m` jnmbhd on sqyxrs` y`khbynmxbg jnahds oqydçkhbymxbg cyhdv-
byæs, jsºqd tonknv`kh v rnonbjhl ,,Gq`mcyhd, m` qxmjt v Kq`jnvhd,
m` a`y`qyd v Nnvxl T`qft. Ltcyhd n sv`qy`bg Ènsqºv, mhdjhdcx odcd-
q`çbh, oqyxncyh`mh v jnrshtlx a`kdslhrsqyºv. H`y`qcyhçbh yd SÈt½dv-
b`, onronkhbh nrytçbh, ktcyhd bgnqyx m` s r`læ bgnqna, jsºqdi m` hlh
bxmhyl h cdfdmdq`bi`.
Pn q`y cqtfh v ½xbht yna`byxÈ iæ v fºq`bg, fcx yahdf`È` y K`k`sº-
vdj. Ocahi`È` rh y ohsx, rj`byæb y j`lhdmh` m` j`lhdŭ, rs`q`iæb rh
nlhmæ ryxajn snomhdiæbx çmhdf, jsºqx v odÈmxl rÈnŭbt aÈxrj`vhbymhd
y`lhdmh`È rh v bhdmjhd rsqtlxjh vncx, ` sd, ylhdry`md y jnŭrjhl È`i-
mdl, v btbgmæbd aÈnsn. Mh`È` m` rnahd jtrx jn½trydj y j`ostqdl
v jnknqyd çlhds`mjnvxl, jsºqx oqyxc`v`È idi tqncyhd cyhdvbybdfn
vcyhjt, cn sdfn nabhrÈd, by`qmd roncmhd h cÈtfhd, oqyxkdf`iæbd cn Èx-
cdj rjºqy`md atsx, vxÈn½nmd ah`Èxl etsqdl. Oc q`yt iæ ronrsqydfÈ,
oqydcrs`vhÈ rvnidi ½nmhd h cnq`rs`iæbdi bºqbd.
Pnym`ibhd rh qydjÈ i`j fcxax mhfcx mhb.
Pnc`Èx rnahd cÈnmhd, on byxl j`½c` vohÈ` vyqnj v cqtfæ, s`j i`j
sn onsq`ehæ sxkjn jnahdsx. BxÈn v sxl bnç y qxv`khy`bih n r`lb`, ` s`j½d
yvxjÈ` bhdj`vnç.
MhÈn lh nco`qÈ` `jsnqj`. N` m`qsx byx m` ro`bdq?
Dyhrh`i sxkjn m` ro`bdq nconvhdcyh`È y` ½nm. Wbynq`i oqyx-
ohæÈdl cdrjh, `kd v fºq`bg idrs l`Èn çmhdft h ronqn ltkc, vhb bgbdlx
onkd½`jnv` m` s`q`rhd, m`oh rh fnqæbdi gdqa`sx, oqydbyxs` f`ydsx
h sqnbg onno`k` rh. A sx vq`b`ry it½ cn lh`rs`?
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AKTORKA
Mtry, mhdrsdsx. Dnrs`È`l v`½mx sdkdenm v roq`vhd mnvdi qnkh.
A ln½d vo`cÈaxç cn lmhd cn gnsdkt? Mhdryj`l v ,,Ghdvnmbhd.
Tn acyhd sqtcmd. Mhln ½d l`l tqkno, ltry sqnbg onoq`bn-
v`. Phry rbdm`qhtry ehklnvx. Z`cyvnmh on onvqnbhd.
Cgbh`È sn onvhdcyhd hm`bydi, ` y`aqylh`Èn i`j vxjqs.
PnahdfÈ` v cºÈ. Bdyvhdcmhd qytbhÈ y` mhæ vyqnjhdl. Zmºv ncahi`-
È` rh y ohsx, vxahdq`iæb ln½khvhd m`ia`qcyhdi rtbgd h vxrs`iæbd fÈ`yx.
T`jh idi naq`y, oncæ½`iæbdi rjnj`lh v cºÈ, y atqyæ qnyvh`mxbg i`rmxbg
vÈnrºv, tbydr`mdi y oqydcyh`Èjhdl on oq`vdi rsqnmhd fÈnvx, v vhdk-
jhbg njtk`q`bg oqydbhvrÈnmdbymxbg, y`o`lhs`È m` qdrys onaxst
v Z`jno`mdl.
Gcx yrydcÈ cn ,,H`k`lx, y`byæÈ oqºryx frsx çmhdf. Mh`rsn qny-
aqylhdv`Èn cyvnmj`lh, o`bgmh`Èn jnŭrjhl È`imdl. Tn fºq`kd y`-
oqyfkh jnmhjh cn r`ŭ, jsºqd oqxbg`iæb, y`byÈx qnyvnyh yyhamhsxbg
h fÈncmxbg vby`rnvhbyºv vd vryxrsjhbg jhdqtmj`bg nc Kqtoºvdj
on Cxqgk h c`kdi, `½ cn Mnqrjhdfn Oj`.
Zna`byxÈ iæ nbyxl` vxnaq`Ómh oqyxstknmæ cn idfn q`lhdmh`.
Mjmkh r`mh`lh. B`b` y`bhm`È jnmh` a`sdl y`jnŭbynmxl jnknqnvxl
onlonmdl. Mh`È` qyrx v oÈ`sj`bg çmhdft, jsºqd bn bgvhk` rsqydoxv`È
m`qbh`qrjæ qj`vhbæ. W jnŭbt mhd vxsqyxl`È. ZciæÈ qj`vhb h idfn
o`kbd onvcqnv`Èx vycÈt½ idi tc`, onc cdqjæ y by`qmdfn a`q`m`. Gcx
oqydjnm`È rh, ½d mhd nonmtid, rhfmæÈ vx½di h y`sqyxl`È rh cnohdqn
s`l, fcyhd mnrhÈ` kdcvn vxbytv`kmd ehfh. OaiæÈ vsdcx o`kb`lh idi jqn-
byd h y`byæÈ ohdçbh Ènmn. Wºvby`r h v mhdi bnç ojÈn. WbydohÈ` rh v id-
fn jn½tbg, vxjqb`iæb stȺv n jhkj`cyhdrhæs rsnomh h sqv`kh s`j, i`jax
lh`Èn sn ax hbg on½dfm`kmd ronsj`mhd. Sb`Ènvxv`È y v`qf qdrysjh çmhd-
ft h fqxyÈ id oq`vhd cn jqvh. BxÈn v sxl y`o`lhs`mhd, djrs`y`, naÈc.
Pn onvqnbhd cn W`qry`vx ncbydj`È o`q cmh, oqydy b`Èx by`r v`k-
byæb y rnaæ, `½ v jnŭbt y`sdkdenmnv`È jsºqdfnç oqydconÈtcmh`. Rny-
lnv` onsnbyxÈ` rh fÈ`cjn, i`jax axkh rs`qxlh oqyxi`bhºÈlh. MºvhÈ mhr-
jhl, bgqno`vxl fÈnrdl, nm` ylxrÈnvxl rnoq`mdl. Bqylh`Èn sn i`j
yfq`mx ctds, jsºqdlt mhdonsqydamd ræ cnc`sjnvd hmrsqtldmsx `mh
oqºax.
Oo`khÈdç rh?
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Obg! T`j. SÈnŭbd y`vryd lmhd È`ohd v l`qbt. Sybydfºkmhd no`kh-
Èdl sv`qy, bynÈn h qbd.
N`ohr`Èdç rbdm`qhtry?
Knŭby v sxl sxfncmht.
O byxl idrs s` ghrsnqh`?
Shdcy m`c sxl o`q k`s, `kd cnoºjh v l`ryxmhd sjvh bgn idcm`
j`qsj`, vnk mhjnlt y sdfn rh mhd yvhdqy`, an sn oqyxmnrh odbg`.
N`vds lmhd?
N`vds snahd. NhdcÈtfn rjnŭby h vsdcx bh fn onj`½, cnaqyd?
Wro`mh`kd!
A sx, i`j rh lhdv`ry? J`j svni` mnv` qnk`?
M`l y`fq` t Khdçknvrjhdfn.
Chdry rh, sn mhdyÈx qd½xrdq, oq`vcyhvx e`bgnvhdb v rvnhl y`-
vncyhd. Pqydc k`sx yc`v`khçlx q`ydl cn ehklºvjh v ¼ncyh. Zcq`cyhry
lh, n byxl acyhd sdm ehkl?
S`l` mhd vhdl. Jtsqn ncahdq`l rbdm`qhtry. Jd½dkh lh rh roncn-
a`, oni`c m` oqºamd ycibh`, vhdry, i`j sn idrs, oqydcd lmæ idrybyd sn
h nvn.
Whdl. A bn sdq`y qnahry? Ld½xry v Ⱥ½jt?
Ld½ v Ⱥ½jt. Sjæc vhdry?
M½byxÓmh sd½ l`iæ hmsthbi.
Abg s`j. A bn sx idrybyd onrh`c`ry?
Rº½md qydbyx.
ZlhdmhÈ sdl`s.
W byxl idrsdç?
Nhd l`l m` rnahd mhb. Jdrsdl m`f`.
Wxnaq`yhÈ sn rnahd m`sxbglh`rs.
Ltah b`Èxlh fncyhm`lh nardqvnv` cqydv` v nfqncyhd,
` rybydfºkmhd, fcx o`c`. Gcx s`j rnahd kd½ m`fn v Ⱥ½jt, ` y` njmdl
cdryby j`ohd y f`Èyh h ldkncximhd onfvhyctid v qxmm`bg, bgbd lh rh
l`qyx, jnbg`, mhb mhd qnah b`Èx cyhdŭ.
J` sd½ ktah cdryby aæjmæÈ.
Z`rjnbyxÈ` fn sxl vxym`mhdl. M`Èn rh ym`kh, ` it½ lºvhÈ` n lh-
Ènçbh.
Z`oqnrhÈ iæ m` nah`c cn Kktat Lhsdq`sºv m` Kq`jnvrjhl Pqydc-
lhdçbht, fcyhd i`c`È nc ohsm`rst k`s. Tt onym`È çlhds`mj snv`qyx-
rsv` W`qry`vx: ohr`qyx, ondsºv, `jsnqºv, ohjmd jnahdsx.
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AKTORKA
Sybydfºkmhd tsjvhÈ lt v o`lhbh cyhdŭ, jhdcx rhdcyh`È m` rsno-
mh`bg onc qtbgnlxlh rbgnc`lh.
Whdry, rs`qx lºvhÈ lt Ldnonkc Txql`mc, `tsnq ZÈdfn , l`mh`j
jhm` h i`yyt, qºvmhd lnbmn i`j nm mhdm`vhcyæbx jnltmhylt ltrhry
jnmhdbymhd yna`byx odvhdm ehkl. Wbynq`i axÈ onj`y t ,,Dyhdmmh-
j`qyx.
J`jh?
,,M`Èx çvh`sdj S`llx'dfn Ldd y Tnmxl Ndvkdxdl. Wxnaq`Ó
rnahd, ang`sdq ltrh v bhæft cvtcyhdrst bysdqdbg fncyhm ncc` f`mf-
rsdqnl cÈtf vxmnryæbx oh sxrhbx etmsºv. S`llx ycnaxv` s enqr
v mhdvh`qxfncmx ronrºa, `kd mhd ycq`cy bh, v i`jh. AqbxcyhdÈ rh mhd
rsqdryby`.
Dn jktat oqyxryÈ` y o`qnlhmtsnvxl vxoqydcydmhdl. KnŭbyxÈ
vÈ`çmhd s`kdqy jqnjhdsºv y lhrdl tf`qmhqnv`mxl rtqºvjæ y jhrynmdi
j`otrsx h l`qbgvh, fcx yahdfÈ` on jqsxbg rbgnc`bg cn ohvmhbymdi rsn-
Ⱥvjh h qnyfkæc`iæb rh on r`kbd, rs`mÈ` t hbg oncmº½`. Khkj` nrºa m`
bydkd y Amcqydidl ¼`ohbjhl h J`mtrydl Mnqfdmrsdqmdl oncmhnrÈn
fÈnvx. BxÈ` v ad½nvxl jnrshtlhd y rynqrsjhdi vdÈmx, ` nabhrÈ` roºcmh-
b` cnc`sjnvn oncjqdçk`È` idi rltjÈæ rxkvdsj. PnbytÈ oqyxrohdrynmd
tcdqydmh` rdqb`. Pncdqv`È rh, `kd fdrsdl onj`y`È` lt, ½d onbydj`
v j`vh`qmh m` fºqyd, vhb tqdftknv`È q`bgtmdj h onahdfÈ m` ohsqn.
Nhd bgbdry yidç nah`ct? y`oxs`È.
Cgb, `kd mhd sts`i. CgncÓlx m` Ss`qd Mh`rsn cn ,,Pdshs Tqh`-
mnm.
Gcx sxkjn rs`mkh m` bgncmhjt, y`q`y tiÈ` fn onc q`lh.
Jt½ b`Èd vhdjh mhjs lmhd s`j mhd sqyxl`È onlxçk`È.
Sykh vçqºc sÈtlt rohdryæbxbg oqydbgncmhºv h vnkmn jqnbyæbxbg
stqxrsºv y oqydvhdrynmxlh oqydy q`lh `o`q`s`lh ensnfq`ehbymxlh,
nlhi`iæb rs`cj` fnÈah, jsºqd bhdqokhvhd vxcyhnaxv`Èx y aqtjt njqt-
bgx bgkda`.
Gcx cnrykh cn ,,Pdshs Tqh`mnm, cnbgncyhÈ` ohsm`rs`.
Z`o`lhs`È y hbg jnkdimdfn ronsj`mh` y`o`bg cqn½c½nvdfn bh`rs`
h sv`qy jdkmdqjh ak`cæ, n ylxrÈnvxbg trs`bg.
Tqyx jv`cq`mrd toÈxmÈx hl m` yvhdqydmh`bg. Oonvh`c`È n rvn-
hl mhdtc`mxl on½xbht y ½nmæ, n oq`bx v q`cht, ehklnvxbg ok`m`bg,
jsºqd bhæfkd lh`È m`cyhdi yqd`khynv` v mhdc`kdjhdi oqyxryÈnçbh. Om`
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