Where's my snare, I have no snare in my headphones, there ya' go, yeah, yo', yo'... Have you ever been hated or discriminated against, I have, i've been protested and demonstrated against, picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times, sick is the mind of the motherfuckin' kid that's behind, all this commotion, emotions run deep as ocean's explodin', tempers flaring from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin', not takin' nothin' from no one, give 'em hell long as i'm breathin', keep kickin' ass in the mornin', an' takin' names in the evening, leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth, see they can trigger me but they'll never figure me out, look at me now, I bet ya' probably sick of me now, ain't you mama, i'ma make you look so ridiculous now... [CHORUS] I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet, {one more time}, I said i'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet... I got some skeletons in my closet and I don't know if no one knows it, so before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it, i'ma expose it, i'll take you back to '73, before I ever had a multi-platinum sellin' Cd, I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months, my faggot father must have had his pantie's up in a bunch, cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye, no I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he would die, I look at Hailie and I couldn't picture leavin' her side, even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try, to make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake, I maybe made some mistakes but i'm only human, but i'm man enough to face them today, what I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb, but the smartest shit I did was take them bullets out of that gun, cause id'a killed 'em, shit I would have shot Kim and him both, it's my life, i'd like to welcome y'all to the Eminem show... [CHORUS] Now I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition, take a second to listen for you think this record is dissin', but put yourself in my position, just try to envision witnessin' your Mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen, bitchin' that someone's always goin' through her purse and shits missin', going through public housing systems, victim of Munchausen's syndrome, my whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't 'til I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya' stomach, doesn't it, wasn't it the reason you made that Cd for me, ma, so you could try to justify the way you treated me, ma, but guess what, your gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely, and Nathan's growing up so quick, he's gonna know that your phoney, and Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful, but you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral, see what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong, bitch, do your song, keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom, but how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get, you selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit, remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me, well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be... [CHORUS] Oczyszczam swoje osobiste sprawy Czy kiedykolwiek by�e� znienawidzony albo dyskryminowany? Bo ja tak.. By�y demonstracje, pikiety, protestowali przeciwko moim niemoralnym rymom. Sp�jrz co si� teraz dzieje. Chory jest umys� jebanego dzieciaka, kt�ry stoi za tym ca�ym zamieszaniem. Emocje si�gaj� dna jak eksploduj�cy ocean. W�ciek�o�� bije od rodzic�w, jebi� ich i id� dalej. Nie bior� niczego od nikogo, daj� im piek�o, tak d�ugo jak tylko b�d� oddycha�. Kopi� dupska z rana, przybieram r�ne imiona wieczorem. Zostawiam w ich ustach smak gorzki jak ocet. Widzisz, mog� we mnie mierzy�, ale nigdy mnie nie rozgryz�. Sp�jrz na mnie, pewnie masz ju� mnie do��. Nie jeste� matk�.. teraz sprawi�, �e b�dziesz wygl�da� tak �a�o�nie.. Refren: Przepraszam ci�, mamo. Nigdy nie chcia�em ci� zrani�. Nigdy nie chcia�em by� p�aka�a, ale dzi� wieczorem chcia�em wyja�ni� swoje osobiste sprawy Mam par� szkielet�w w moim pokoju i w�tpi� czy kto� o tym wie. Wi�c zanim zapakuj� mnie do trumny i zamkn� j�, poka�� je wszystkim. Cofniemy si� do 1973 zanim nagra�em platynow� p�yt�. By�em dzieckiem, mo�e przez kilka miesi�cy. M�j spedalony tatu� musia� by� niewy�yty, bo nas zostawi�. Zastanawiam si� czy kiedykolwiek poca�owa� mnie na do-widzenia. Nie, ju� o tym nie my�l�, teraz chcia�bym tylko, �eby zdech�. Patrz� na Hailie i nie potrafi� wyobrazi� sobie, bym m�g� j� zostawi� sam�. Nawet je�li nienawidzi�em Kim, zaciskam z�by i staram si�, robi� to dla Hailie. Mo�e pope�nia�em b��dy, ale jestem tylko cz�owiekiem. Przynajmniej mam na tyle odwagi, �eby spojrze� im dzisiaj w twarz. Zrobi�em wiele g�upich rzeczy, bez w�tpienia to by�o �a�osne, ale najm�drzejsze by�o to, �e wyci�gn��em kule z tej spluwy.. Bo bym ich zabi�, kurwa, zastrzeli�bym ich obu, Kim i tego kolesia.. To moje �ycie, witam wszystkich w Eminem Show Refren: Przepraszam ci�, mamo. Nigdy nie chcia�em ci� zrani�. Nigdy nie chcia�em by� p�aka�a, ale dzi� wieczorem chcia�em wyja�ni� swoje osobiste sprawy Nigdy nie obrazi�bym mojej matki tylko dla rozg�osu. Pos�uchaj tego przez chwil�, bo pewnie my�lisz, �e to nagranie to obraza. Ale postaw si� w mojej sytuacji. Postaraj wyobrazi� sobie jak patrzy�em na w�asn� matk� po�ykaj�c� lekarstwa w kuchni. Narzekaj�c�, �e kto� zawsze grzebie jej w torbie i kasa jej ginie. Przechodzi�em przez domy opieki spo�ecznej, ofiara syndromu Munchausena. Przez ca�e �ycie wmawiali mi, �e jestem chory, dop�ki nie doros�em i wybuch�em.. Robi ci si� niedobrze, no nie? Czy to nie pow�d dla kt�rego nagra�a� t� p�yt� dla mnie, mamo? �eby� mog�a oceni� spos�b w jaki mnie traktowa�a�, mamo? Ale zgadnij co! Jeste� coraz starsza, w samotno�ci robi si� zimno. Nathan dojrzewa szybko, dowie si� wkr�tce, �e jeste� fa�szywa. Hailie te� jest ju� du�a, powinna� j� zobaczy�, jest pi�kna. Ale ty nigdy jej nie zobaczysz, nawet nie przyjdzie na tw�j pogrzeb. Wiesz co? Najbardziej boli mnie to, �e nie przyznasz si� do b��d�w. Dziwko, za�piewaj swoj� star� pie��.. Wmawiaj sobie, �e by�a� matk�. Ale jak �miesz przyw�aszcza� sobie to, czego nie pomog�a� mi zdoby�? Ty samolubna dziwko, mam nadziej�, �e b�dziesz zdycha�a za to w piekle. Pami�tasz jak wujek Ronnie zmar� i powiedzia�a� mi: "szkoda, �e to nie ty.. " ? C�, zgadnij - jestem martwy.. Martwy dla ciebie, tak martwy jak tylko to mo�liwe...
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