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Chapter One
THETexas summer sun beat down on his bare skin, deepening the tan on Dean Whitten’s youthful, firm
body. It was days like this you were thankful for cool pools, cold lemonade, and best friends to share
them with. Beside him, Eric lay in a blue and green striped lounge chair. His golden body was so much
bigger and harder than Dean’s slight frame. A sheen of sweat highlighted ridges of muscle rippling down
Eric’s stomach, tempting Dean to touch. What would Eric’s skin feel like? Was it soft like his, or did all
those glorious muscles make it hard? How would it feel to dig his fingertips into the resilient flesh or taste
the salty damp skin? Eric’s nipples were hard, and Dean longed to suck them between his lips.
Sometimes he played with his nubs in the darkness of his bedroom. The pinch of his fingers caused flares
of heat to shoot straight to his cock.
Speaking of cock, his was waking up, and Dean knew his swim trunks couldn’t hide an erection. He
jumped off the lounger and into the pool. The cool water soothed his fevered skin and wayward
anatomy. As he shook the water from his head, a giant wave covered him, sending Dean tumbling
beneath the surface. Two strong hands gripped his arms, hauling him back to the surface. His chest
collided with Eric’s, and Dean savored the feel of slick skin rubbing against him. God, what he wouldn’t
give to kiss those lips only inches away. His breath caught as the green and gray colors of Eric’s eyes
darkened and his pupils dilated. He panted in excitement, his lips tingled, and his hands clutched Eric’s
wide shoulders. Their heads moved a fraction closer, and—
Dean Whitten’s eyes shot open.
Dammit!
Why did he always wake up just before the good part of his
dreams? He rolled to the side and blinked as the blue numbers on his clock mocked him. He squinted at
the rays of early morning sunshine slanting through the bedroom window. His internal alarm clock refused
to recognize that it was his day off and a Sunday to boot. After years of early morning rounds and late
night on-call duty, it was difficult for him to maintain normal sleep patterns. Normally this didn’t bother
him that much—after all, it wasn’t like he had a regular bed partner to disturb when his pager went
off—but it would be nice to sleep in when his schedule allowed for it. Dean reluctantly rolled out of bed,
knowing he wouldn’t get any more sleep. He stumbled down the short hallway leading to the kitchen and
jumped back when his bare feet touched the cold tile.
Socks. He needed socks. He turned about face and opened the folding door that hid his washer and
dryer. When he opened the dryer, he frowned and scratched his head for a second. His sleep-addled
brain was confused. He could have sworn he’d done a load of laundry the other day. Lifting the lid of the
washing machine, he cursed as he saw the bedraggled remains of his missing clean clothes. Taking a
tentative sniff, he determined that the fabric that had sat in the machine for a day smelled a little musty. It
was probably best to re-run the load, so he added some soap and reset the cycle.
Retreating to his bedroom, he discovered that his dresser drawers were rather bare, since his wardrobe
mainly consisted of scrubs, but he managed to find an old Baylor University sweatshirt that had seen
better days. He dug around for a pair of socks, smiling when the only ones in the drawer were orange
and black striped with white ghosts and googly eyeballs. A patient had given them to him last Halloween.
He tugged them on and turned to walk out of his bedroom. Catching sight of himself in the full length
mirror attached to his door, he laughed. The green and yellow faded sweatshirt, red and black flannel
sleep pants, and orange and black striped socks looked ridiculous together, even by his standards. His
sister Carol, a buyer for Barney’s, would definitely threaten to revoke his gay card if she caught sight of
him dressed this way. In her romantic imagination, all men lounged around their luxury apartments
dressed in silk pants and Italian leather slippers, waiting for their love slaves to service them. However, in
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reality, it was a cold February morning, and he was alone and didn’t give a rat’s patooty. Although the
love slave part didn’t sound like a bad idea. The siren call of coffee smells emanating from the kitchen
beckoned, and he blessed the gods of automatic timers.
Settling down with his mug of caffeinated bliss, he turned on the TV to watch the news. He grimaced as
a bubbly bottle blonde woman exclaimed, “Happy Valentine’s Day.” The high-pitched voice
reverberated from the surround sound speakers at an insane volume. He randomly pushed buttons on the
remote until the volume lowered to a more reasonable level. He’d apparently neglected to reset the
sound after the last movie he’d watched. Vibrations were fun to feel when tons of explosions went off
during the movie, but not so fun to wake to in the early hours of the morning.
After spending twenty-seven of the last thirty-six hours at the hospital, he’d forgotten about the holiday.
Dean had nothing against celebrating love, he just didn’t want to be continually reminded of the fact that
he had not experienced such a tender emotion since that one summer, years ago. The summer when sun,
laughter, and innocence had permeated his world, the bright happiness of new discovery filling his soul,
and the boy whose laughing, multi-colored eyes had touched his heart. These days, all his friends were
either married or in committed relationships. His mom and dad were basking like lizards in the Arizona
sunshine for their retirement, and his sister lived in New York City, thriving as a young urban
professional.
Dean flipped off the TV, not interested in hearing about couples celebrating fifty years together. He
sipped his now-tepid coffee, trying to remember the last time he’d had someone to share Valentine’s Day
with, then realized the sad state of his social life when he couldn’t remember the last time he had had a
date, let alone a Valentine.
Slouching in the chair at his desk area in the living room, he puttered around on the internet for awhile
until he got bored, then opened his email. He saw a message from one of those e-card sites telling him his
mom had sent a message. He clicked on the link and found a Valentine’s card. The cartoon cupid shot an
arrow into a man, and the next arrow hit a slobbering mutt of a dog. The man looked up at the fat little
cherub with an expression of disgust and disbelief. The cupid shrugged his shoulders, and a little speech
balloon appeared: “It wasn’t my best shot.”
Throwing back his head, Dean laughed. He sent a quick reply to his mom, and as he hit the send button,
inspiration struck. Today was his first real day off in over two weeks. He could sit at home and lament
about the fact that he didn’t have anyone to play footsie with, or he could get off his ass, get dressed in
something that actually coordinated, and go enjoy himself. In fact, he could make a whole day of it,
celebrate his very own Un-Valentine’s Day. His resolve set, he headed for the shower.
As he stood beneath the spray, his mind wandered back in time to the summer that starred in his dream.
He’d been eighteen and full of vigor. He and his best friend Eric Sparks had spent nearly every waking
moment together for the previous three years. Eric’s dad had been stationed at Fort Hood, and Dean’s
father was a civilian contractor on base. The summer had been everything a fresh high school graduate
could hope for, until the bubble of bliss burst. It was a few weeks after graduation when Eric’s family had
been given notice that they were being reassigned.
For months prior to the announcement, Dean had been fighting his attraction to Eric. He didn’t want the
other boy to know that he’d become so much more than a friend. Dean had fallen, and fallen hard—as
only teenagers could do. His feelings for Eric consumed him night and day but could never be given
voice. He’d known that, as much as Eric’s departure would rip out his heart, part of him was glad. When
Dean left for Baylor University in the fall, Eric would be gone, and he’d no longer have to second-guess
every word that came out of his mouth for fear that he would give away his feelings.
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He’d known there was no possible way Eric could ever return his love. Eric was strong, confident, and
everything traditionally masculine. While Dean didn’t think of himself as effeminate in any way, he was
smaller, more bookish, and often got told how pretty he was. He’d come to hate it when people said he
was pretty, whether it was meant as a compliment or he was receiving another vicious ribbing from the
jocks at school. He wasn’t pretty, dammit! Imagine his shock on the day that all his preconceptions were
blown out of the water.
After they’d spent the afternoon playing in the pool, Eric suggested a campout on the shore of a
nearby lake, away from prying parental eyes. Dean readily agreed, and even stole a six-pack of
longnecks from his dad’s secret stash.
“Have you done it yet?” Dean whispered.
Eric’s light blond head shook, the long strands on top falling into his eyes.
“You haven’t?” Dean exclaimed.
“No.”
The confession was so soft Dean barely heard it. He lifted his eyes from the dirt-packed ground,
shocked that Eric would admit to being a virgin. Big guys like Eric were supposed to brag about
scoring with chicks and lie when they didn’t, weren’t they?
“I thought for sure you’d done it with Teresa after prom,” Dean said.
“No way! She wanted to, but I told her I wouldn’t do it. I didn’t have anything with me, and there
was no way I would risk going without. You saw those movies in health class. Forget it! Besides, I
don’t think I’m gonna like it.” Eric looked up at the bright stars filling the Texas sky. “We made
out a couple times, but it was always awkward.”
Dean nodded his head, understanding what Eric didn’t say, watching his friend blush two shades
of red.
“But you want to eventually, right?” he persisted.
“Well sure, I guess. We’re about to start college, getting out from our parents’ eyes. We’re
supposed to be sowing our wild oats, aren’t we?”
“Yeah.” Dean looked into the flames of the campfire and sighed.
“What’s wrong, Dean?”
Dean looked into the bright green eyes, similar to his but with a ring of grey in the middle. Was it
possible to confess his deepest, darkest secret to Eric? They were best friends, always had each
other’s backs, but this was big. Those multi-colored eyes looked concerned. His friend was waiting
for him to say something.
“Nothin’, I just…,” he stalled.
“You scared to?” Eric asked.
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“No!” he exclaimed.
“If you are, that’s okay. When I was with Teresa… it just didn’t feel right, you know? I want to,
but only if I’m with someone who….”
Knowing that Eric experienced the same fears made him feel so much better. Eric began to fidget
with the label on his beer bottle, a sure sign that he was uncomfortable.
“It’s cool, I’m the same way.” Dean smiled, watching Eric’s eyes widen.
“You mean it? You’re not just saying that to make me feel better?”
“You think that’s something I would willingly tell someone?” Dean wasn’t about to admit that
the only time he got aroused was when he thought of the boy beside him. His bright blond hair,
weird-colored but friendly eyes, smooth skin all slick after playing in the pool. There was no way
he would confess that he was gay, even to Eric. Everyone knew that gay men got their asses beat
and were nothing more than limp-wristed, prancing girly men.
“Can you keep a secret?” Eric asked.
“We always keep each other’s secrets.”
“I mean you have to totally swear, under oath, upon threat of death, to never tell someone this
secret.”
Dean nodded his head.
“You have to say it.”
He let out an exasperated breath. “Fine. I swear under oath, with the threat of death, to never
tell another soul.”
“I had a dream the other night, and when I woke up I had spooge all over my stomach.”
Eric’s gaze was trained on the dancing flames, and despite the low light, Dean saw the blush
covering his cheeks.
“Shit, I’ve done that before, it’s no big deal. My mom said that it’s normal for guys our age to do
that.”
“You’ve talked to your mom about it!”
He rolled his eyes. “She’s a doctor. She cornered me awhile ago, and I couldn’t avoid ‘the talk’.”
“The dream was about a bunch of volleyball players. Guy volleyball players. I wanted to touch
them. I… I got turned on by… I’m a freak.”
Dean saw how distressed Eric was and wanted to comfort him. His friend had made a huge leap
of faith by telling him his secret, and maybe it was time for a confession of his own. “Eric, it’s
okay. If you’re a freak, then I’m one too. I picture stuff like that when I… you know. But… I… I
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picture… you.”
Dean closed his eyes, fully prepared to be slugged, convinced that it was the worst possible thing
for him to say. He should have just kept his mouth shut. Now he was not only going to have to
explain being involved in a smackdown to his mom, but he was going to lose his best friend. But
instead of a fist, he felt something soft and warm touch his lips. His eyes flew open and met two
colored rings. An eternity of seconds passed, and those eyes closed, his followed, and Dean
experienced his first kiss.
The kiss lasted forever and not long enough. Dean’s young heart nearly beat out of his chest as
Eric’s lips touched his. His hands were clammy, and he thought he was going to hyperventilate.
Their hands explored each other’s bodies—tentative touches as they learned how to respond and
what made their breaths catch. Dean ended up on his back, shirt rucked up beneath his armpits.
Small things on the stiff ground dug into his back, but he didn’t care. After months of fantasizing,
he finally had Eric in his arms. Eagerly kissing him, touching him…. They were heading toward
new territory when the blast of a horn shattered the night air.
Eric jumped back, they hastily straightened their clothes, and Dean tossed Eric one of the last
two beers as a truckload of jocks came skidding up to the lakeside. The jocks hooted and hollered
as they jumped into the lake, and he and Eric sat by the fire trying to appear as if they were
nothing more than a couple buddies camping out and drinking beer.
Chapter Two
DEANstood in line at the movie theater, contemplating the choice between an apocalyptic supernatural
action flick and a movie about some werewolf. However, his decision process flew off course when he
spied a man at the ticket window. His eyes slowly took measure of the delightful specimen. The stranger
was tall, broad-shouldered, lean-hipped, and well-muscled. His head sported a high and tight common to
military personnel frequently seen around town.
Most likely a Marine.
They were quite often seen around town since Jacksonville was the home of Camp Lejeune. It was
ironic that he’d been thinking of Eric only hours ago, because the light blond hair was similar in shade to
his friend’s. There was no logical reason for him to suspect that his first boyfriend and this man were one
and the same. That was years behind them and thousands of miles away. Logic didn’t prevent his mind
from once again flashing back to that summer when he finally discovered what all the excitement over sex
was about. That first night, his and Eric’s explorations had been halted by the untimely arrival of their
former classmates, but for the rest of the summer, they spent many nights beside the lake. His one regret
was that they never made love, and when summer turned to fall, he left for Baylor and Eric left for
Germany.
Someone tapped Dean on the shoulder, and he jerked out of the daydream to see the pimply-faced
attendant at the window had an annoyed look on his face. Dean stepped up to the window and
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