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The Reach

by Stephen King

"The Reach was wider in those days,'' Stella Flanders told her great-grandchildren in the

last summer of her life, the summer before she began to see ghosts. The children looked at her

with wide, silent eyes, and her son, Alden, turned from his seat on the porch where he was

whittling. It was Sunday, and Alden wouldn't take his boat out on Sundays no matter how high

the price of lobster was.

"What do you mean, Gram?" Tommy asked, but the old woman did not answer. She only

sat in her rocker by the cold stove, her slippers bumping placidly on the floor.

Tommy asked his mother: "What does she mean?"

Lois only shook her head, smiled, and sent them out with pots to pick berries.

Stella thought: She's forgot. Or did she ever know?

The Reach had been wider in those days. If anyone knew it was so, that person was Stella

Flanders. She had been born in 1884, she was the oldest resident of Goat Island, and she had

never once in her life been to the mainland.

Do you love? This question had begun to plague her, and she did not even know what it

meant.

Fall set in, a cold fall without the necessary rain to bring a really fine color to the trees,

either on Goat or on Raccoon Head across the Reach. The wind blew long, cold notes that fall,

and Stella felt each note resonate in her heart.

On November 19, when the first flurries came swirling down out of a sky the color of

white chrome, Stella celebrated her birthday. Most of the village turned out. Hattie Stoddard

came, whose mother had died of pleurisy in 1954 and whose father had been lost with the

Dancer in 1941. Richard and Mary Dodge came, Richard moving slowly up the path on his cane,

his arthritis riding him like an invisible passenger. Sarah Havelock came, of course; Sarah's

mother Annabelle had been Stella's best friend. They had gone to the island school together,

grades one to eight, and Annabelle had married Tommy Frane, who had pulled her hair in the

fifth grade and made her cry, just as Stella had married Bill Flanders, who had once knocked all

of her schoolbooks out of her arms and into the mud (but she had managed not to cry). Now both

Annabelle and Tommy were gone and Sarah was the only one of their seven children still on the

island. Her husband, George Havelock, who had been known to everyone as Big George, had

died a nasty death over on the mainland in 1967, the year there was no fishing. An ax had slipped

in Big George's hand, there had been blood -- too much of it! -- and an island funeral three days

later. And when Sarah came in to Stella's party and cried, "Happy birthday, Gram!" Stella

hugged her tight and closed her eyes

(do you do you love?)

but she did not cry.

There was a tremendous birthday cake. Hattie had made it with her best friend, Vera

Spruce. The assembled company bellowed out "Happy Birthday to You" in a combined voice

that was loud enough to drown out the wind... for a little while, anyway. Even Alden sang, who

in the normal course of events would sing only "Onward, Christian Soldiers" and the doxology

in church and would mouth the words of all the rest with his head hunched and his big old jug

ears just as red as tomatoes. There were ninety-five candles on Stella's cake, and even over the

singing she heard the wind, although her hearing was not what it once had been.

She thought the wind was calling her name.

"I was not the only one," she would have told Lois's children if she could. ' 'In my day

there were many that lived and died on the island. There was no mail boat in those days; Bull

Symes used to bring the mail when there was mail. There was no ferry, either. If you had

business on the Head, your man took you in the lobster boat. So far as I know, there wasn't a

flushing toilet on the island until 1946. 'Twas Bull's boy Harold that put in the first one the year

after the heart attack carried Bull off while he was out dragging traps. I remember seeing them

bring Bull home. I remember that they brought him up wrapped in a tarpaulin, and how one of

his green boots poked out. I remember. .."

And they would say: "What, Gram? What do you remember?"

How would she answer them? Was there more?

On the first day of winter, a month or so after the birthday party, Stella opened the back

door to get stove wood and discovered a dead sparrow on the back stoop. She bent down

carefully, picked it up by one foot, and looked at it.

"Frozen," she announced, and something inside her spoke another word. It had been forty

years since she had seen a frozen bird -- 1938. The year the Reach had frozen.

Shuddering, pulling her coat closer, she threw the dead sparrow in the old rusty

incinerator as she went by it. The day was cold. The sky was a clear, deep blue. On the night of

her birthday four inches of snow had fallen, had melted, and no more had come since then. "Got

to come soon," Larry Me Keen down at the Goat Island Store said sagely, as if daring winter to

stay away.

Stella got to the woodpile, picked herself an armload and carried it back to the house. Her

shadow, crisp and clean, followed her.

As she reached the back door, where the sparrow had fallen, Bill spoke to her -- but the

cancer had taken Bill twelve years before. "Stella," Bill said, and she saw his shadow fall beside

her, longer but just as clear-cut, the shadow-bill of his shadow-cap twisted jauntily off to one

side just as he had always worn it. Stella felt a scream lodged in her throat. It was too large to

touch her lips.

"Stella," he said again, "when you comin cross to the mainland? We'll get Norm Jolley's

old Ford and go down to Bean's in Freeport just for a lark. What do you say?"

She wheeled, almost dropping her wood, and there was no one there. Just the dooryard

sloping down to the hill, then the wild white grass, and beyond all, at the edge of everything,

clear-cut and somehow magnified, the Reach... and the mainland beyond it.

"Gram, what's the Reach?" Lona might have asked... although she never had. And she

would have given them the answer any fisherman knew by rote: a Reach is a body of water

between two bodies of land, a body of water, which is open at either end. The old lobsterman's

joke went like this: know how to read y'compass when the fog comes, boys; between J one sport

and London there's a mighty long Reach.

"Reach is the water between the island and the mainland," she might have amplified,

giving them molasses cookies and hot tea laced with sugar. "I know that much. I know it as well

as my husband's name... and how he used to wear his hat."

"Gram?" Lona would say. "How come you never been across the Reach?"

"Honey," she would say, "I never saw any reason to go."

In January, two months after the birthday party, the Reach froze for the first time since

1938. The radio warned islanders and main-landers alike not to trust the ice, but Stewie

McClelland and Russell Bowie took Stewie's Bombardier Skiddoo out anyway after a long

afternoon spent drinking Apple Zapple wine, and sure enough, the skiddoo went into the Reach.

Stewie managed to crawl out (although he lost one foot to frostbite). The Reach took Russell

Bowie and carried him away.

That January 25 there was a memorial service for Russell. Stella went on her son Alden's

arm, and he mouthed the words to the hymns and boomed out the doxology in his great tuneless

voice before the benediction. Stella sat afterward with Sarah Havelock and Hattie Stoddard and

Vera Spruce in the glow of the wood fire in the town-hall basement. A going-away party for

Russell was being held, complete with Za-Rex punch and nice little cream-cheese sandwiches

cut into triangles. The men, of course, kept wandering out back for a nip of something a bit

stronger than Za-Rex. Russell Bowie's new widow sat red-eyed and stunned beside Ewell

McCracken, the minister. She was seven months big with child -- it would be her fifth -- and

Stella, half-dozing in the heat of the woodstove, thought: She'll be crossing the Reach soon

enough, I guess. She'll move to Freeport or Lewiston and go for a waitress, I guess.

She looked around at Vera and Hattie, to see what the discussion was.

"No, I didn't hear," Hattie said. "What did Freddy say?"

They were talking about Freddy Dinsmore, the oldest man on the island (two years

younger'n me, though, Stella thought with some satisfaction), who had sold out his store to Larry

McKeen in 1960 and now lived on his retirement.

"Said he'd never seen such a winter," Vera said, taking out her knitting. "He says it is

going to make people sick."

Sarah Havelock looked at Stella, and asked if Stella had ever seen such a winter. There

had been no snow since that first little bit; the ground lay crisp and bare and brown. The day

before, Stella had walked thirty paces into the back field, holding her right hand level at the

height of her thigh, and the grass there had snapped in a neat row with a sound like breaking

glass.

"No," Stella said. "The Reach froze in '38, but there was snow that year. Do you

remember Bull Symes, Hattie?"

Hattie laughed. "I think I still have the black-and-blue he gave me on my sit-upon at the

New Year's party in '53. He pinched me that hard. What about him?"

"Bull and my own man walked across to the mainland that year," Stella said. "That

February of 1938. Strapped on snowshoes, walked across to Dorrit's Tavern on the Head, had

them each a shot of whiskey, and walked back. They asked me to come along. They were like

two little boys off to the sliding with a toboggan between them."

They were looking at her, touched by the wonder of it. Even Vera was looking at her

wide-eyed, and Vera had surely heard the tale before. fr you believed the stories, Bull and Vera

had once played some house together, although it was hard, looking at Vera now, to believe she

had ever been so young.

"And you didn't go?" Sarah asked, perhaps seeing the reach of the Reach in her mind's

eye, so white it was almost blue in the heatless winter sunshine, the sparkle of the snow crystals,

the mainland drawing closer, walking across, yes, walking across the ocean just like Jesus-put-

of-the-boat, leaving the island for the one and only time in your life on foot --

"No," Stella said. Suddenly she wished she had brought her own knitting. "I didn't go

with them."

"Why not?" Hattie asked, almost indignantly.

"It was washday," Stella almost snapped, and then Missy Bowie, Russell's widow, broke

into loud, braying sobs. Stella looked over and there sat Bill Flanders in his red-and-black-

checked jacket, hat cocked to one side, smoking a Herbert Tareyton with another tucked behind

his ear for later. She felt her heart leap into her chest and choke between beats.

She made a noise, but just then a knot popped like a rifle shot in the stove, and neither of

the other ladies heard.

"Poor thing," Sarah nearly cooed.

"Well shut of that good-for-nothing," Hattie grunted. She searched for the grim depth of

the truth concerning the departed Russell Bowie and found it: "Little more than a tramp for pay,

that man. She's well out of that two-hoss trace."

Stella barely heard these things. There sat Bill, close enough to the Reverend McCracken

to have tweaked his nose if he so had a mind; he looked no more than forty, his eyes barely

marked by the crow's-feet that had later sunk so deep, wearing his flannel pants and his gum-

rubber boots with the gray wool socks folded neatly down over the tops.

"We're waitin on you, Stel," he said. "You come on across and see the mainland. You

won't need no snowshoes this year.''

There he sat in the town-hall basement, big as Billy-be-damned, and then another knot

exploded in the stove and he was gone. And the Reverend McCracken went on comforting Missy

Bowie as if nothing had happened.

That night Vera called up Annie Phillips on the phone, and in the course of the

conversation mentioned to Annie that Stella Flanders didn't look well, not at all well.

"Alden would have a scratch of a job getting her off-island if she took sick," Annie said.

Annie liked Alden because her own son Toby had told her Alden would take nothing stronger

than beer. Annie was strictly temperance, herself.

"Wouldn't get her off 'tall unless she was in a coma," Vera said, pronouncing the word in

the downcast fashion: comer. "When Stella says 'Frog,' Alden jumps. Alden ain't but half-bright,

you know. Stella pretty much runs him."

"Oh, ayuh?" Annie said.

Just then there was a metallic crackling sound on the line.

Vera could hear Annie Phillips for a moment longer -- not the words, just the sound of

her voice going on behind the crackling -- and then there was nothing. The wind had gusted up

high and the phone lines had gone down, maybe into Godlin's Pond or maybe down by Sorrow's

Cove, where they went into the Reach sheathed in rubber. It was possible that they had gone

down on the other side, on the Head... and some might even have said (only half-joking) that

Russell Bowie had reached up a cold hand to snap the cable, just for the hell of it.

Not 700 feet away Stella Flanders lay under her puzzle-quilt and listened to the dubious

music of Alden's snores in the other room. She listened to Alden so she wouldn't have to listen to

the wind... but she heard the wind anyway, oh yes, coming across the frozen expanse of the

Reach, a mile and a half of water that was now overplated with ice, ice with lobsters down

below, and groupers, and perhaps the twisting, dancing body of Russell Bowie, who used to

come each April with his old Rogers rototiller and turn her garden.

Who'll turn the earth this April? she wondered as she lay cold and curled under her

puzzle-quilt. And as a dream in a dream, her voice answered her voice: Do you love? The wind

gusted, rattling the storm window. It seemed that the storm window was talking to her, but she

turned her face away from its words. And did not cry.

' 'But Gram,'' Lona would press {she never gave up, not that one, she was like her mom,

and her grandmother before her), "you still haven't told why you never went across."

' 'Why, child, I have always had everything I wanted right here on Goat."

"But it's so small. We live in Portland. There's buses, Gram!"

' 'I see enough of what goes on in cities on the TV. I guess I'll stay where I am."

Hal was younger, but somehow more intuitive; he would not press her as his sister might,

but his question would go closer to the heart of things: "You never wanted to go across, Gram?

Never?"

And she would lean toward him, and take his small hands, and tell him how her mother

and father had come to the island shortly after they were married, and how Bull Symes's

grandfather had taken Stella's father as a 'prentice on his boat. She would tell him how her

mother had conceived four times but one of her babies had miscarried and another had died a

week after birth -- she would have left the island if they could have saved it at the mainland

hospital, but of course it was over before that was even thought of.

She would tell them that Bill had delivered Jane, their grandmother, but not that when it

was over he had gone into the bathroom and first puked and then wept like a hysterical woman

who had her monthlies particularly bad. Jane, of course, had left the island at fourteen to go to

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